You can not go on like this. I can not wake up every morning with the weight on his head, arms, stomach, knees, ankles, feet, in every piece of skin can not do it, I have to find a solution, a different approach to this everyday life which requires me to go to work every day, in the same place, doing the same things, to discuss the same issues, with the same people, to hear the usual speeches, in the same prison in which I eat bread and water all day, bread and water survival.
survive But if it means getting lost, get away, break away, breaking, distorting, dissolve, wipe out, by themselves, reduced to the status of animal, survival is really the hardest thing for a human being!
not it easier to live?
Logically not bat an eyelid, yet every day I survive. Come to this realization and that logically it is easier to live but I can not do that, I must find a way to survive otherwise,''survive''fully in half and I live in half and half and half, and all suffer is in the middle and nothing is way down. Bottom, bottom, bottom to bottom, sometimes it can serve, perhaps. Tap the bottom of what it means?
get lost, leave, detaching, cracking, distorting, dissolve, wipe out, by themselves really, deep down and then become cynical by revive them, day after day to regain the importance of all things, choose it again this time with true knowledge.
could go so I do not know. But I know I'm not able to do that.
What can I do? I could fire me. I could, but I can not. I have a mortgage, life insurance, a house to maintain, to pay tuition fees, books, and then I could no longer travel, and then I no longer twenty.
So even this solution is feasible. What can I do?
change myself. It is a great idea, to change. But I know who are not able to change because change a bit 'mean, get lost, get away, break away, breaking, distorting, dissolve, wipe out, by themselves really, deep down and then become cynical by revive them, day after day to regain the importance of all things, choose it again this time with true knowledge. In short, not even change myself may be a solution. But then there is a solution?
I must resign myself to wake up every morning with the weight on his head, arms, stomach, knees, ankles, feet, every bit of skin, oh I can not, there must be a solution, a different approach this life newspaper that provides me to go to work every day, in the same place, doing the same things, to discuss the same issues, with the same people, to hear the usual speeches, in the same prison in which I eat bread and water every day, bread and water survival.
It 's late, I have to go to work, I'll think about tomorrow.
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